tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574318030752702413.post6246337794997162098..comments2023-09-08T04:57:28.692-07:00Comments on The Magnificent Mess: Giving Myself Credit. Do you?Jeanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06698646599997285533noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574318030752702413.post-78752446919098227522013-06-03T07:47:58.264-07:002013-06-03T07:47:58.264-07:00P.S.,
I see that a few times I have placed my tho...P.S.,<br /><br />I see that a few times I have placed my thoughts in the form of directives. I wish not to tell anyone what to do...so what would have been better of me would have been to make these directives in the form of invitations. Do or not do as you wish...I submit that I both know nothing and everything and that both are better. <br /><br />Again, with loving compassion and sisterhood, May Many Blessing Be,<br /><br />S.Spirit Medicine Womanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06430034610598777407noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1574318030752702413.post-19795370474922883502013-06-03T07:40:49.904-07:002013-06-03T07:40:49.904-07:00I am I.
Self-Sovereign and Free.
I am The stem, ...I am I.<br /><br />Self-Sovereign and Free.<br /><br />I am The stem, the bud, the blossom, the fragrance, the falling leaves, and the wind that carries the beginning and the end.<br /><br />I am horrible, and Honorable and stupid and bliss. The greatest of me is not concerned about which is greater. The greatest of me knows all parts of being me are helpful, kind, important, and teachers to be respected. <br /><br />I am sure that doubt is a passion of the mind, and I am sure any human can succumb to its lustful tease...it's the getting back up, the moving on, the refusal time and again to allow darker thoughts to stamp out truer joyful ones.I am sure doubt is no friend to faith...and faith is my greatest ally.<br /><br />My beautiful teacher Jyotika, do you not know how facing and boxing with your fears, overcoming them, seeing them in any color glasses, knowing how poorly your intentions can go, knowing 40 other humans can despise your every effort, and doing it anyway...do you not see that the truth is self-evident? Do you not see that your samskara is evident in your actions? If it was true that you felt your worth was not enough...why go on with a big plan such as the one you allowed to unfold in your life? Is it self-worth, or is it doubt you are wishing to make friends with? And isn't is better to doubt and then just keep going anyway? That would suggest that either your crazy or you have some faith, which is greater than your fear fear. Reinforcement of self-condemnation in thought, or written word is not beneficial. There is nothing about you on an outward level that would allow someone to know of your thoughts concerning what you express as issues of self-value...so I feel that this is really about giving yourself permission to be unbelievably beautiful, stunningly talented, outrageously capable...because that is how many others experience you...and I feel that you feel the same way about yourself...so the only shift is to just allow the light to come OUT...not just IN. Bask in this light without any explanations. To explain such an action would be ridiculous. <br /><br />I take the time to offer this not just to a women I respect and admire (Jyotika), but to everyone...anyone...and to myself. Whatever your upbringing, whatever yesterday unkindly said, now is now and that is all there will ever be...forget before and grasp hold and love now...and when the story begins to darken, say 'The End' and let a new moment raise up to meet you in the very next step...<br /><br />Offered with humility, grace, a bowed head, and deep compassion. I respect the doubt that filled your mind, however, I know in your heart, this has never made a single mark...so live from here forward clean and clear of anything but CASH...and to hell with credit!<br /><br />From your student...and the Universal Loving Spirit. Now take a good deep breath and claim glory like a rod of lighting...I know you can hold that in just one hand! Then proclaim 'I am I'...No one will ever be more or less than that.<br /><br />Peace, S. Spirit Medicine Womanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06430034610598777407noreply@blogger.com